windy day story..alhamdulillah..

assalamualaikum..

alhamdulillah to Allah, always n forever my love...

harini cuaca sgt baek..mendung2 skit.windy2 sket..n it really make me a bit happier..cheer up my a bit moody day..huhu..=.=..

since i love this windy2 weather..hehe..really make me a bit calm..n think positif..n sekaligus membuatkan diti ni xjadi nak ponteng kelas lalu menggagahkan diri nek balik tangga hospital sampai tingkat 5 untuk another 2 classes..=)

n today ade event ini..

i went there after the first lecture..

take my time a bit to have a better mood..

kalu x..tadi ingtkan lepas 1st lecture ,turun dri tingkt 5 tu nk balik umah..rase nak nanges balik umah tido tak pun dengar lagu sambil baring dalam selimut..

tpi tibe2 hati rase nk jenguk2 booth ni..

n alhamdulillah...

i got to see something nice..n lots2 of malaysian n egyptian there buying foods,books,clothes n this all for good jugakkan...

n the exhibition was also nicely done..well done friendsss...

and so then i sit somewhere in the corner..eating my 'cupcake palestin'..

nampak x cupcake tu topping die ade bendera palestin..kawaii kan=)

with this windy2 day...

n remembered my jaja words with her shock face when i said i want to go home rather than attend the lectures n clinical training....

hehe.. 

after eating the cupcakes..

i had my zohor prayer..

feel calmer..

n so ...

i did attend the last 2 classes with a happier feeling..

alhamdulillah..

p/s: i got smthing into my thumb..thanks pikah kuakan=)..skit oo.

p/s/s: i got somehting swollen under my jaw..i guess its something like lymph swollen a bit..maybe ade infection..memule skit ..tpi skg makin kecik..hrp2 okla xde pape..

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p/s:my heart teringat ni..

mase ni awal tahun haritu..

mase ni..mate bru habih nangis2..gi tepek bedak sebab nk jumpe akak senior kesygn ngn baby yusuf omai sgt skg nih..

mase ni..gagahkan diri untuk senyum..

byk yg dipendam..

byk sgt..

tak tahula aku ni kuat lagi ke x untuk tempuhi perkara tu lagi..

siyes xtahu..

n i really hope im strong.n i really hope xjdi lagi..

..hari2 doa..

supaya Allah tabah kan hati.kuatkan hati.tenangkan hati.

sometimes i feel like i am stupid 

huhu..

tak tahu nk buat decision yang tepat..

repeat the same mistakes..again n again..

tsktsk...

T__T..

Allah..

My lord..indeed i have wronged myself,forgive me (28:16)

assalamualaikum..