mencari ketenangan hati

assalamualaikum..

few days yang sangat menguji hati...

hati  perempuanku...

susah..berat..rindu..sedih...takut..negative...pastu positif kejap..pastu negtive balik..

huhu...pastu song sek song sek..sebab selsema. n batuk..huhuhu...
esok okla ti..insyaallh..

a few artikel2 yang menenangkn hati dan jiwa dah ku baca...

a few people that i admire ..i wanna make them as example..to live on.to go on..to move on...

tipula kalu dlm hati xde rindu..n tipula kalu dlm hati xteringt...kann...

=.=....

for a while...this a while...i wanna try..try my best..

and doa itu penting kan..my best weapon right now....

semoga si dia gembira selalu...

well..for today's class..everything was ok...alhamdulillah...i met an egyptian lady..around the age of me..we had some talk...she is good looking..and quite friendly..=)..and during some chit chat..she said something that made me realised about something..and then..i smiled myself...is this one of the clues that is given to me by Allah..=)...i wonder...=)...


and then..had a lecture..and around 2 pm..went home ..happy to see my along cook megi for me...thanks along..and around 4 pm..visited my lovely super senpai..kak qilah..so adorable..looking into her..how wonderful life she had..with beautiful hubsband n daughter..

and how i wished i could be happy like her one day..insyallah...

then went straight to kelas fiqah perubatan...ermm...to be specify..my first class in this year..=.=..
bad am i huh...ermm..malu pun ade sebenrnye...huhu..tpi xpela..

one way to make my heart calm again..like 5 years ago maybe..

and gain some knowledge..alhamdulillah..xpe.sikit2 lame2 dpt bykla jugak kan..=)...

then tengok running man kejap ngn housemates..seronok jugak=)...

n now,.typing this..guess i will stop here...

have a good sleep everyone...assalamualaikum...

p/s: i wish that day will come when im ready...n i could smile brightly..insyaallah...just pray for it...