This memories..somehow.. i wanna write it here..
Waktu nak hntr2 brg...jumpe sekumpulan budak2 men bola.. dlm lingkungan umur 11 tahun.hehe.
Friendly.. kenal2.. saying goodbye.. baikla.. hehe..
During walking hantar barang... i did somehow know that my ex bf mcm dah ade gf baru.. dlm 3 months.. and he got new one.. i was so shocked that i was so clueless what to feel .. all i want is go home roght away but there are some works i have to settle first..
So later i got home... i could not stop my mind from thinking what is i feel actually.. i finally had some sharing session with le housemates... end up i burst into tears... again...
I just dont know what is my feeling.. i dont mad angry .. perhaps i feel betrayed.hurt. keep thinking in my mind.. am i not this pretty that u hurt me this way... that u have a new one this early...
Thank you hosmet n my sister.. somehow relief my burden heart a bit.. moga ada hikmah...
Maybe baru 3 months kan.. my friend who study psychology said at least need 7 months to recover..
Ya Allah.. if this is the path that is the best for me.. heal my heart ya Allah... i do lots of sins before.. i know . forgive me ya Allah..
Yup.tomorrow rehearsal grad.lusa parents sampai from malaysia n graduation ceremony.
Moga hati ini kuat