pity of my heart.=(

kadang rase mcm nak je gnti hati ni dgn hati yg baru..

huhu...

sebab hati ni byk sgt simpan memori yg sakit...=(=(..

i am tooo stupid...too stupid....

why am i like this...i also dont know..huhuhu..

i just cant get rid of it....

kalau boleh pun xthn lame..

huhuhuhu=(

Allah..lemahnye la hatiku ni..

ni baru uji sket...

belum diuji dgn bencana ke..ape ke..byk lagi org len lebih truk..huhu..nauzubillah...

why am i like this..

feel bad to myself..=(=(...

seriously..i wish i could turn back the time...

huhu=(....

maybe because of my surrounding jugak...
tpi still..

its always always always..my fault...

lately i keep avoiding my diary book sebab xnak tulis bende2 yang xmenenangkn jiwa..

but the thing is...is it those thing menengkan jiwa disisi islam???

huhuhu=(....

i have commit too much dosa...

i guess....

how la my life could be this way.....

im happy for seeing my friend has a great n happy life...but deep down..of course im a lil bit jealous..bukan jeles jht..jeles baek2la...

n thingking of that..why i dont have a happy one like that...

i've been having this for a few time..n if this happen again..i should be strong right..but i dont think i could have that strong..i just feel i couldnt..

huhuhuhuhu...

i had my sleep just now..n i woke up..cause my heart keep beating .loud.n in sad mood...huhuhu..

nervous if this happen again.my hands are cold..

cause i dont think i cant stand it...

i just cant...

=(=(....

p/s: and..maybe because u are the first one too =(