Jan 27, 2016

Something i feel like to write..

Assalamualaikum

This memories..somehow.. i wanna write it here..

25.1.16
Waktu nak hntr2 brg...jumpe sekumpulan budak2 men bola.. dlm lingkungan umur 11 tahun.hehe.
Friendly.. kenal2.. saying goodbye.. baikla.. hehe..

26.1.16
During walking hantar barang...  i did somehow know that my ex bf  mcm dah ade gf baru.. dlm 3 months.. and he got new one.. i was so shocked that i was so clueless what to feel .. all i want is go home roght away but there are some works i have to settle first..

So later i got home... i could not stop my mind from thinking what is i feel actually.. i finally had some sharing session with le housemates... end up i burst into tears... again...
 I just dont know what is my feeling.. i dont mad angry .. perhaps i feel betrayed.hurt. keep thinking in my mind.. am i not this pretty that u hurt me this way... that u have a new one this early...

Thank you hosmet n my sister.. somehow relief my burden heart a bit.. moga ada hikmah...

Maybe baru 3 months kan.. my friend who study psychology said at least need 7 months to recover..


Ya Allah.. if this is the path that is the best for me.. heal my heart ya Allah... i do lots of sins before.. i know . forgive me ya Allah..


Yup.tomorrow rehearsal grad.lusa parents sampai from malaysia n graduation ceremony.


Moga hati ini kuat


1 comment:

babYpose said...

Moga lebih tabah, focus on better thing apa yang nabila want, want wish akan ada wonders di situ, inshaAllah. Take care, congrats :)

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