Jun 28, 2012

pity of my heart.=(

kadang rase mcm nak je gnti hati ni dgn hati yg baru..

huhu...

sebab hati ni byk sgt simpan memori yg sakit...=(=(..

i am tooo stupid...too stupid....

why am i like this...i also dont know..huhuhu..

i just cant get rid of it....

kalau boleh pun xthn lame..

huhuhuhu=(

Allah..lemahnye la hatiku ni..

ni baru uji sket...

belum diuji dgn bencana ke..ape ke..byk lagi org len lebih truk..huhu..nauzubillah...

why am i like this..

feel bad to myself..=(=(...

seriously..i wish i could turn back the time...

huhu=(....

maybe because of my surrounding jugak...
tpi still..

its always always always..my fault...

lately i keep avoiding my diary book sebab xnak tulis bende2 yang xmenenangkn jiwa..

but the thing is...is it those thing menengkan jiwa disisi islam???

huhuhu=(....

i have commit too much dosa...

i guess....

how la my life could be this way.....

im happy for seeing my friend has a great n happy life...but deep down..of course im a lil bit jealous..bukan jeles jht..jeles baek2la...

n thingking of that..why i dont have a happy one like that...

i've been having this for a few time..n if this happen again..i should be strong right..but i dont think i could have that strong..i just feel i couldnt..

huhuhuhuhu...

i had my sleep just now..n i woke up..cause my heart keep beating .loud.n in sad mood...huhuhu..

nervous if this happen again.my hands are cold..

cause i dont think i cant stand it...

i just cant...

=(=(....

p/s: and..maybe because u are the first one too =(

3 comments:

misshannajr said...

jgn ikut kata hati dik...tumpukan perhatian pada yang utama..study leklok k.. semua tu takde apa..anggap jer la macam angin..terasa dingin tapi bila dah berlalu dia tak tinggalkan apa2 kesan pun..cheer up dear :D

msredcheesecake said...

life can be taugh on u, so do u, just belive in urself, and HIM...

Miss Amateur Cook said...

angah!!! nape sedih2 ni..be strong dear...setiap orang ada dugaan dia masing2...kite pun selalu sangat ada masalah...and usually the is all about friends...tak kesah la kawan laki ke perempuan...but when i rethink its only a small matter compared to those who living with poverty or war...
xpe kite masih ade Allah tempat kite mngadu...just believe that Allah always hear us...but if u need anyone to let it out u can always find me if u want to...
hehe panjangnye membebel...xde no malaysia angah la klu x blh kite msg2 kn...

^_^

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